Thursday, February 28, 2008

i blog usually when i'm feeling emo or happy or when i can't describe my feelings,
like now, i dun feel emo nor happy, just tt i wanna blog to get this THING off my chest.
lol
i'm so diff from ttj, each time i blog till so long, i wonder why would anyone feel like reading it, i dun get sian diaoed by blogging, the more i blog, the better i feel (usually).

there's tkd comp tml and i dun think lck is willing to let me off at 930, not tt it matters, we're leaving sch at like 11? -.-
supposed to have training tml after getting let off, but i'm a reserve, not tt impt.
better bring stuff to do tml, i'm gna stone there for like 5-6 hours? -.-

today slept for ~45 min and i felt damn disoriented when i woke up, this is the reason why i dun like to doze off, esp in the evening cos i'll wake up thinking it's the next day alr and it's 7+, meaning i'm late..
diaos.. but luckily, the tv's on today so i saw the 7pm show and din panick lol..

i think i'm supposed to do carboxylic tut, at least a couple of qns, but i'm so not in the mood zz..
so i'm here! playing com, blogging and ltr most probly, watching iswak2!
lol i think i'm damn slack now la.. like i'm supposed to be studying for tt h3 test and bt1 but i'm not. ):
feel sianz at the thought of studying, maybe tt's bcos i've studied WAY too much (according to lck's theory)
O.o hahahah as if.

i suddenly feel like going kbox, but i noe i CAN'T,
no $, no time, not supposed to ):
ARGH!
sometimes i feel like i'm just like my mum, who once commented tt she sings whenever she feels lonely/no one to talk to, WHICH makes me feel guilty cos i'll be the one asking her to 'SHH' ):
i'm such a bad daughter..
lol my entire post is full of randomly-pieced-tgt comments..

oh i got 8/15 for timed assg, hahah at least i passed.
supposed to get back gp essay (like finally?) next mon.
heard a ho talking to ashley today during gp:
a: you did the very weird topic abt population ctrl right?
A: ya
a: you didn't show why popn strl policies bring MORE harm than benefits.
A (nods, then jerk): i DID!
lol, the main point is just the first sentence by a ho, cos i did tt qn too.
why did they even include tt topic if even the tcher thinks tt it's weird?
-.-lll

ok off to iswak2! they kiss again

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

lol i realise tt i hardly ever post pics b4, shall post some pics of stj koped from cls blog! (C)ben!



there're other photos tt are not so relevant here.
go my cls blog to see them! (:

ytd was a looooooooong day!
i slept at like 12 and woke up at 4 plus, thinking i was late for sch alr..
dunno wad's wrong with me -.-
(anw, i checked my attendance record on isp and it didn't show that i was late! i should go and check last yr's records.. heh heh)
then it was the longest curriculum day of the week..
ended at 3 and went h3 soon after (during which i slept rested my eyes)
AFTER h3, went tkd training for ~ an hour then went for fac dance.
lol jiada so funny, he danced the wrong moves for the last part of the 07 dance, he probly practised too much of the 08 girl's part and got confused :/
haha
the fac dance comp was fun!
though i was hungry and tired and stuff, it's still very fun to dance tgt with your entire fac (mostly J1s), then you can really go all out and dun care whether you danced correctly or not (:
i forgot some moves and missed some timings but who cares? wahahahah! i enjoyed myself!

after the dance comp was the song session during which i GOBBLED (literally) my dinner down.. and got a stomachache after tt -.-
still, i went for mass dance and danced with this new junior, yingxian.
halfway through the last dance, no, not even past the first tap-tap sequence, she got pulled away by cheeshan for dno wad stuff and ya.
i din go find ttj as my stone partner cos i thought she'd be dancing somewhere alr and lost in the crowd..
tried to get another junior to pei wo, but mei you ren shang lian -.-
i wasn't pissed off :P but was quite sad tt i din really get to enjoy the dance tt i was waiting for.. ):
lol and jackie and gang blamed sylvanus for refusing to dance with me and making me mad wahahah!

ARES won the fac dance comp!
mainly cos of their high spirits and enthusiasm!
(:
it's fun to watch them dance esp the part where the guy act like a robot and the music is CUTE! ahahahah!

went home soon after tt, lucky for me, 74 came v fast, dun have to wait or run :D
reached home and i actually still felt hungry and pigged out -.-
PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG!!!
hahah!

i realise tt i cannot really mix v well with juniors, either cos i'm abit shy (serious) or i'm really dao..
cos i rmb last time yanzhu oso said tt i looked v dao and fierce when she first saw me, but tt was bcos phy and van were so SO enthu in welcoming the juniors, i felt sian diao-ed by them.. in a way, it felt like they're sucking up to them? just like how pple used to suck up to snrs..
): maybe it's just sour grapes, like i can't be as close and as open to them as phy and van, so i felt this way. i dun like this feeling ):
then now, it's like the same thing, only i'm v sure i'm not deliberately being dao :P
i think my interpersonal skills suck la.
NEHmind, things will get better!
hahah i feel better saying it out alr, please dun comment on this part of the post cos i'm just venting.
blogspot doesn't have the special function tt lj has-->frens-lock entries
they should really add this function lol..

Sunday, February 24, 2008

envy.
gluttony.
sloth.
greed.
wrath.
lust.
pride.
dennis = sinned

Saturday, February 23, 2008

woke up at 1115 today
woken up by mar calling my phone and by my bro :/
saw msg from sze ying: training from 8 - 12 O.o
lol missed >half of training cos i'm too tired..
next week quite mang too
mon: h3 + training after h3
tues: training + going bmdp to return the kits
wed: tkd plus training
thurs: PIA training and no h3!! XD
fri: train train TRAIN! comp day.. X.X
wah.. training everyday..
we seriously need to pia liao cos we haven even synchro-ed
maybe i ask yantian if i can miss the tues thing if it's not so impt since it's only returning stuff..
ARGH. it's always like tt.. usually free until i've got nth to do, then when i'm busy, EVERYTHING comes at the same time..
SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!
lol i suddenly realised tt my h3 test is next sat not this sat then i go ard telling mar and pple tt i've got test this sat.. wahahahah
heng man.. :D
dramafeste

ARTEMIS got best ensemble and best director

ARES got best supporting actor and best actress

APOLLO got best actress, best play, best script and best actor

walao.. heard from mar who heard from huang rong tt many pple cried for the apollo play.. too bad we can't even hear it.. ):
ahha amanda was pissed off tt she dun understand the apollo play..
cos they spoke too softly (for a better ambience? LOL)
and the most WTH one is the ares best supporting actor --> mafia boss
O.o
i dun even rmb him for anything sig except for standing there and scolding pple and sitting there acting dua pai..
-.-
ok mar was very agitated over this.. aiyo! i think artemis should have gotten the best supporting! i think any of the 7 evils can top tt mafia lo :/
yay! watch dramafeste live feed today!
initially it's quite soft cos everyone dno how to shutup.. -.-
then the athena one quite confusing oso so the overall play isn't tt gd.
then it's ARTEMIS!!
the actors are clearer and louder in their speech tt's y it's way more understandable than athena's :/
must comment on this!
when eli made his appearance amongst the audience, he looked damn blur (supposed to) and the camera so coincidentally turn and zoom straight into his face! so zun!
hahahahah!
ohh and tt LUST part.. he leaned so close to the girl O.O
so daring.. esp the girl, wonder who she is..
can't see the face!
the artemis play is funny and, according to lynn, has a building climax
whereas ares one no climax and the story abit flat..
or rather, expected..

i like the ares PINK girl!!
she like v zi high some parts and she acted well! she got best actress! :)
apparently, the judges like the apollo guy "for acting like an autistic boy" (quotes)
and the apollo girl for "giving free hug" (quotes)
wahahahahh! O.o

we din wait for the results cos it's quite late alr and we dun wanna squeeze with others on the bus..
in the end, lynn's mum brought us home :D

wanna watch iswak epi 1 but feel v tired now..
maybe go slp 1st then watch tml..
tml got NTU open house at suntec! :)
then maybe watching L: change the WorLd
HEH.. XD

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

(cont'd from last post)

chingay!
as mentioned i was more or less borderline awake hahah
was damn tired in the afternoon, but surprisingly, i din fall aslp during my duty.
i think i've turned into some night owl.. ):
ate dinner at THREE plus O.o
wasn't hungry at all till i reached home at 12 plus ahahah..
my group's duty is ticket checking which is sian and i din get to watch the parade! ESP the F1 cars!!! )))):
i HEARD it and was veh jealous of mar and ttj! ):
ticket checking is really sucky, cos it's like on top of tt, you have to do some CC job like keeping pple from entering the chingay parade area.. i MUST mention this lady from SRC who was pissed off by the fact tt we need to see her src card b4 she can enter. she was there the 2nd day too..
"i dun wanna watch your stupid parade, i just wanna go over to my club."
manners please.

got to watch some fireworks which were veh pretty and bright! hahah i like!
my frens and i went to watch the parade for awhile during our break, and we saw this group of guys nearly totally n***!! O.o
hhaha its' just some tribal dance thingy but i must say they're damn brave to DARE to wear lidat..
quotes someone who doesn't noe initially tt it was the guys who were half naked:'huh? it's guys arh? ee so disgusting! girls nicer to see mah!'
/hahah!
went home veh late for both days, like 12 plus, but i was lucky, i managed to catch the last train home for both days :D

OH nearly forgot abt STJ..
at 2, adeline called me, asking if i'm going at 2..
i was still at home XP
went to bath and stuff b4 reaching there at like 4+? LOL!
they were bowling/pooling when i got there,
watched them bowl and saw a triple strike by eliseus which was followed by a one-pin-down thing hahaha! he ji tyco..
ben owned the seniors+fransisca with a >100 pt haha.. lucky i din play.. i'll be the noobest!
went to find changing appetites after tt,
realised tt it's this restaurant tt last time adeline and i were thinking of buying waffle ice cream from :P
the sofas gave me a cozy feeling! though it's quite dirty..
waited for the rest to come and started dinner without some of them :P
ate salmon pasta which made me realise i dun really like salmon.. the skin is quite tough and it has the fishy taste.. ): but i like the pasta sauce though :)
hahah jackie ordered this fish and calamari thing i think and eli commented tt it looked like shit!
then he saw this pineapple ring thing then he commented tt it looked like SHIT, like REAL SHIT.. hahahaha!
colin's steak was uncooked and shuyuan ate like one main course plus a burger set plus a barbarian mudpie O.o
he missed lunch he says, it was his 'dunch' or 'LINNER'
i BAOed at linner!! wahahahahahahah!! now i'm like laughing to myself in the middle of the night!! ahahahaha!
adeline did an embarrassing thing but i shall not mention here to save her face :P
be thankful adeline! /heh *blackmails*
tried to play some games like polarbear/wombat and 'touch the hair'.
polar bear wasn't successful cos colin refused to close his eyes! he thought guru dun need to close his eyes.. hahaha and duh he got killed! btw, i suggested the game but i was the first one to be killed -.- hahahah.. but the murderer was caught!
cheeshan fell for the 'where's the hair' thing but she wasn't amused hahaha lol..

we were short of like $75 for stj.. O.o angelique, adeline and tingwei saved the day!
lol.. i've got the receipt somewhere in my bag, shall take photo of it next time!
some of us went to play arcade.. or rather watch..
jiada danced para para and he totally followed the bunny guy at the back! like all the funny weird weird moves! hahahaha was damn amusing! lol..
ben and tingwei played tt jungle shooting game and ben abandoned tingwei halfway by dying first. hahaha! then their love = 65%! lovers as far as in appearance! lol!! new scandal oooooooooooo...
LOL

hahah ok shall end my v v v looooooong post now.. it's split up into 2 so you all can like split 2 days to read, it's quite tiring to read so many words at a time.. haha i understand.. *am reminded of GP* *shivers*
hahah night~~

Monday, February 18, 2008

wah.. it's been like >a week since i last blogged.. been really busy these days cos of vday and chingay and the many tests this week.
and there's still bmdp and tkd comp.. i think i just go reserve can liao..
hahaha i dun mind :P
got lots of stuff to blog abt! vdae, chingay and smugglers' gathering!
it's gonna be a loooooooong post..

smugglers' gathering:
i was the earliest! cos i overestimated the journey.. haha quotes mar: sai's the earliest AS USUAL
WAHAHHAHAHAH!! nobody rmb the times when i was late.. just like nobody rmb times when ttj was early! /haha
mar wore some *ahem* r_v__l_ng top.. fill in the blanks please hahahah
then ttj wore this shirt/mini-mini-mini dress tt reminded me of misa! hahahah the part where misa was emo-ing lol!
aman as usual wore shorts and slippers hahahah!
and i followed her style! lol..
val wore this top tt she termed CASUAL. hahah i'm sure arh?
lynn wore her usual stuff too since she's at home, no need to dress up :P
played mj! and i won like dno how many rounds initially
then the rest caught up, all but aman! she din win at all that day i think hahahah!
lynn keep saying her luck's cos of all the fuel she got from her food..
she just wanna eat -.-
ttj entertained us with some J chou songs (i even got qilixiang stuck in my head)
mar kept koping others' turns by ponging so many times!!
val came ltr after we kept the mj set and she wanna play! hahah the mj fever is getting to everyone..
gambled cookies after tt! i lost the most i think..
ahhaha ttj liked my tiger biscuits so much, she exchanged with everyone for them! LOL
everyone went out for dinner at TP after tt.
ate topless five and apple crumble for dessert!! XD
i dun really rmb the flavours, got c&c, pistachio almond, blueberry, mocha almond? and macadamia flavoured one.
the macadamia and mocha ones are the best! i read mar's post and realised tt pistachio is green and it tastes just as disgusting as it looks XPXP!!! ahahah!
haha so after tt everyone went home feeling bloated..
mar went to bainian and was stranded on upper bukit timah rd, where she unleashed her insane self and i had to suffer for it..-.- hahah!

vday!
prezzies thanks:
mar, ttj, aman for the PINK bottle!
lynn for the very thoughtful handmade msg, Fuji apple and cookies!
mar for the lolli bouquet and letter!
ttj for the kitkat!
aman for the card and munchies!
val for the very pretty handmade 'S' keychain!
adeline for the hearts and msg!
jiada for the sisters pendant!
tingwei for Spastic!
guoqi for the choc and heartstand!
qiubx for the choc!
lingyan for the BLUE paper flower!
jaya for the sweet!
sylvanus for the WORLD'S BIGGEST MUG! -.-
andrew for the (wad do you call tt?) doggie-looking bean thing!
kailiang for the BROWN tortoise!
jackie for the PINK bear!
and last but not least, eliseus for the balloon
it's still floating ard in my room LOL :/
lol just wanna thank everyone who wished me happy vday! and sorry to those whom i've forgotten to thank, thank you! XD
vday is fun but the night b4 isn't.. i stayed up till like 1+am to make the prez and woke up at 5 to reach sch early to cont' making the prez.. lol
and i have h3 on vday.. hmph! everyone get to go home and slp! tt's probly y i was half-dead for chingay the next day..

(cont' in next post)

Friday, February 08, 2008

happy CNY to all!!!
:D:D

quite sian for the past few days,
contributed totally nth to BMDP..
feel so guilty
but then again, they should've sms-ed me, knowing tt i'm not online to discuss.
i din even go online for the past few days, and the moment i did, i read emails on BMDP tt are like a few days old and they've alr gotten the stuff done.
i dun even noe wad i'm supposed to do and the stuff tt's supposed to be done for the actual drive..
it's like i'm making up stuff in the proposal as i write
they seem to have all the info and i dun and i dun wanna probe too much cos it'll seem like i dunno anything which i dun
):
sian.
feel so out.. i dun want them to say tt i din do my job ):
and i really really dun wanna present during CT.
i'll just freak out.
ARGH.

this cny is so sian.
even though i went my grandmothers' houses ytd and enjoyed myself quite abit,
i still feel like i'm not enjoying myself as much as past yrs.
probly cos it's the first time i have to take public tranport to visit my relatives and there's the BMDP thing at the back of my mind.
it's giving me restless slp.. i'm only able to even go to slp cos i forced myself to stop thinking abt it..
i feel useless!!!
)))):

i'm just emoing so dao me and dao this post if you're feeling hyper.
i just dun feel the same way as you.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

went shopping today!
hahah sounds fun but it's not.
-.-
went kovan heartland mall to shop.
itinery: buy shoes, shirt and dress.
saw this not bad looking dress but cos it's on offer, i cannot try it on -.-
then i just dao and walk away :P
i think i'm quite rude but i din wanna buy a dress in the first place so.. ya..
hahaha

then went on to shop ard the mall.
i walked ard the entire 2nd floor like 1.5 times before i see this shirt tt's pink and has a dog at the side.
hahaha i was attracted by the dog! XP
i bought tt and went to find my shoes.
found them in bata..
they're quite ex and a bit too big for me, but i was quite sian diao by then,
so i just bought them..

last item: dress T.T
decided to go back to find tt dress i saw,
i couldn't find it but i see this blue dress tt's not lacey and of ok length, meaning not too short :P
actually got another one but tt one the belt is dirty and it's a bit too flowery for my taste hahahaha
i dun wanna end up like mar!!
:P:P!
wahahhaahah!
so i bought it and went home in the middle of the rain -.-
but it wasn't tt heavy then
heng arh..
hahah

came home and caught the last epi of tian guo de jie ti!
i saw the part where the bro committed to donate his cornea to jingshu!
i CRIED!!!
T.T i knew it! i shouldn't have watched tt..
i din watch the other epis cos i knew it's gna be a sad ending and YET
i watched the ending -.-
i think it's quite stupid tt the bro donated his cornea to her then
the cancer cells spread to her brain even BEFORE the transplant (but they din detect)
then she has to die..
-.-
it's like now it's TWO pple dying instead of one..
O.o wth...
but i din cry when she died, cos i knew it was a matter of time :P
haiya.. i'm only touched when someone died cos of love for another person..
but i dun usually feel much for patients dying.. at least in this case.
wah i sound so bad.. shall leave it at that before i say anything else tt'll make me seem even more cruel.. :P

chingay ytd.
was late not cos i woke up late but cos the bus came late!!
i din even see any 132, 165 at the interchange la! -.-
anw, mar was earliest and ttj the 2nd -.- argh..
my group was near full attendance! yay! the bims were on the other end so i was safe not at all near them (duh) wahahahah
saw them with makeup and i was like, wad's wrong with her eyes..
i din realise it was makeup then.. hahah but i have to say tt she put too much alr..
the others in my group are nice pple! and funny too!
(:
happy happy! hahahha
my group is in charge of sector one, area memorial.
we're the only group there. it's quite near the VVIP place so i was hoping tt we can go watch the parade there once we're done with our duties! (:
we're supposed to be doing ticket checking. i thought it was the scanner thing but it's not T.T i wanna play with the scanner!
hahaha.. we're supposed to check tt pple go to the correct area for their seats.
if we direct wrongly, GG it'll be damn diff for them to get out..
must stay alERt and obsERvant! hahaha :P
mar and ttj in the same sector, lynn's on the other end of the route.. at marina O.o
tt's far.. it's gna be diff for her to meet us at the end of it all..
):
got our t shirts!! mar ji spas.. she ordered M instead of S O.o
and once again, just like the case when ttj took M size tkd shirt, i exchanged one shirt with mar *bish mar!*
heng still got another one for the actual parade day! :D
hahahah got one girl in my group, her bdae is on the parade day!! O.o
so lucky! just in time to join the after party WAHAHAH!

anw, i saw sylvanus there! but din get to say hi
cos i was SMSING ADELINE.
it's all her fault! and not cos i'm dao!
hahah blame it all on her.. /heh
i wanna tok to someone but everyone like not online ): i'm always online at the wrong time.. sigh~ shall go think abt vday prez! heh heh if you want your stuff, be nice to me ") <---- tt's a grinning face btw, just 'create' it :P:P

btw, i'm trying to curb my use of lol cos i'm starting to think tt it's a lil irritating :P there's no lol in this post at all! *smiles!*

Friday, February 01, 2008

yoyo! i just changed my blog template again!
from death note to this hp blogskin!
i esp like the pic! and the song!! wahahah
tt's y i've decided to remove the fahrenheit songs..
feel abit sad though.. sigh~
anw, the hp song is really nice but it's quite long so in order to listen to the entire song, you'll have to stay on my blog for longer periods of time!
heh heh!
adeline! i've responded to your request of changing blogskin!
this time i'm damn fast.. like within 2 hrs i managed to finish changing everything.. lol
((((: last time i took HOURS i think like the whole afternoon lo..
wahahahah i've improved much!
*smiles* (: